gini nih kalo orang gila udah kumpul

videonya burem yah tapi garagara di convert sih u,u

errr~

kembali lagi ke dunia blogger. 

rasanya gue nyesek banget ihhh :'( pengen nangissssssssssss

ahhh kenapa sih lo ada di pikiran gue terus?????

gue tuh pengen banget lupain lo!!

tapi ternyata ga semudah itu. ga gampang buat gue ngilangin lo dari pikiran gue, apalagi dari hati gue. 

kejadian tadi bikin gue cukup down banget. yah mungkin emang guenya kali yah yang terlalu ngebesarin *mungkin*. tapi yah gatau juga deh gue. rasanya dia deket yah ama itu cewe. dan guenya juga yang terlalu cemburuan *katanyaa tapi gue rasa bener juga sihh*. 

ANJRIITTT!!!!!!

tadi dia tuh becanda mulu ama tuh cewe, kemarenan juga pas poto dia kayanya kenal gitu malahan ampe di upload-in tuh potonya ke facebook :'(

oh GOD, ga kuat kaya begini!!!

daritadi gue diem aja pas poto, gatau sih lo rasanya jadi gue!!

sakitt bangett tauu......

ahh gue ga mau nangis!!!

tapi emang sebenernya gue udah ga punya hak juga sih buat cemburu. gue juga cuma mantannya dia doang kan. tapi kenapa sih masihh aja cemburuu grrrrrr~

emang sih bukan urusan gue lagi tapi tetep aja gue tanya ke lo, tetep aja gue masih sayang ama lo..

susah yah kalo udah begini.

jangan - jangan lo melet gue lagi.

udah gitu kemarenan gue juga sempet mimpiin dia, ya ampun gue tuh mimpi meluk dia sambil nangis-nangis. kenapa yah? gue cerita ke adek angkat gue. yang pertama dia bilang mungkin gue kangen ama dia *dan itu bener bangett* tapi yang kedua dia malah bilang takut lo kenapa-kenapa. dan itu udah cukup jadi xhock therapy deh buat gue. anjrittt gue langsung panik tau ga sih! gue takut lo kenapa-kenapa :'(

hey boy, if you read this message, I hope you know that I miss you so much. I could say it, yes I could say it but do you know what I said is not same with my true feeling. I feel so miss you and I think you don't know it because you never care *yeahh I think*

My Hidden Talent (?)

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

you can try this

My Personality (?)

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. 

you can find yours at this

Me?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

 

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

 

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

 

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

 

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

 

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

 

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

 

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

you can try

The Real Me (?)

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time. 
 

try  this

ex

You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

you can try

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago? 

•  homey

2. Who are you in love with? 

• My lovely ex :(

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?  

• of course not

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?  

• I think no

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?  

• lupa kapan, ga gitu demen ke mall

6. Are you wearing socks right now? 

• No

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?  

• I wish

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?  

• Ngga bisa nyetir

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? 

• Enggaaaaaaaaaa :(

10. Are you hot?  

• maybe ?

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? 

• air putih

12. What are you wearing right now?  

• T-shirt

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?   

• Let the car wash do it

14. Last food that you ate?  

• Mie goreng

15. Where were you last week at this time?  

• Last week ? At school kayaknya

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?  

• nnnope

17. When is the last time you ran?  

• Pas olahraga

18. What’s the last sporting event you watched?  

• Sepakbola kayanya

19. What is your favorite animal? 

• Anjing, but I afraid of it !!

20. Your dream vacation?  

• Lombok, Paris, Jerusalem :)

21. Last person’s house you were in?  

• My own house

22. Worst injury you’ve ever had?  

• Jatuh di tangga Intermedia *maluu bangett*

23. Have you been in love?  

• Yes :B

24. Do you miss anyone right now?  

• My exxxxx :(

25. Last play you saw?  

• Game di esia gue

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?  

• Ha ? –a

27. What are your plans for tonight? 

• Tidur

28. Who is the last person you sent a Facebook message or comment?  

• Message -----> Miss Aini , comment -----> lupaaa ;p

29. Next trip you are going to take?  

• Nothing

30. Ever go to camp?  

• Yes

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?  

• Ora ngertos u,u

32. What do you want to know about the future?  

• Kerjaanku apa trus jodohku siapa trus punya dede berapa nanti hehehe :D

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?  

• No

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor’s visit?  

• No

35. Where is your best friend?  

• Rumah masing2

36. How is your best friend?  

• Best :)

37. Do you have a fan?  

• Ada dong :))

38. What are you listening to right now?  

• Film Nemo

39. Do you collect anything?  

• Apa yah ???

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?  

• Infotaiment kayaknya

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?  

• No

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?  

• Yes

43. What does your last text message say?  

• Gatau gue kan belom ke warnet

44. Do you like hot sauce?  

• Lumayan

45. Last time you took a shower?  

• No

46. Do you need to do laundry?  

• Buat apaan ??

47. What is your heritage?  

• Dunno >.<

48. Are you someone’s best friend?  

Iya dong *pede dikit gpp*

49. Are you rich?  

• Orangtuaku tauu

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?  

• Sleeping

8 things a great guy would do

these picts are just for you

Your Characteristic Basic On Your Birthday Month

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day.

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself – heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. 

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

What Makes A Girl?

This isn’t goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn’t goodbye
I swear I won’t cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won’t cry


Any other boy, I’d let you walk away
Any other boy, I’m sure I’d be ok


Tell me what makes a girl
Wanna give you all her heart
Smile when you’re around
And cry when you’re apart If you know what makes a girl
Wanna love you the way I do
Boy you gotta let me know
So I can get over you


What makes him so right?
Is it the sound of his laugh?
That look in his eyes?
When do you decide?
He is the dream that you seek
That force in your life
When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring him home


Other boys will come along, they always do
But what’s the point when all I ever want is you?

43 things a girl wished her guy know

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.
9. When she pulls away, pull her back.
10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
13. When she’s scared, protect her.
14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
25. Don’t let her have the last word.
26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.
29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
37. Let her into your world.
38. Let her wear your clothes.
39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.
40. Let her know she’s important.
41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.
42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”.
43. After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.